may God forgive me but even though it is July I live like it is the end of August, worrying about school stuff, and other things. whatever I do, I have the feeling I am not doing anything or at least that I should have tried harder, done more, subtle sense of failure hardly ever leaves me.
and sometimes I wake up being scared.
one thing keeps me going, the Ramadan, blessed month. Ramadan always brings good things, Alhamdulillah. Ramadan made me a Muslim after all. so let's wait for Ramadan.